As spring is rising again

so are the butterflies.

I can feel them

in my stomach,

telling me I should

always stay close to you.

But nowadays,

they don't seam to flutter this much

- I can feel a calmness

lying underneath their blue wings.

Maybe this is what love should feel like?

May the calmness grow.

 

Since you left,

no one has ever felt this much

like home again.

 

"What is love but the strangest of feelings?

A sin you swallow for the rest of your life?

You've been looking for someone to believe in,

to love you

until your eyes run dry."

~ Wire to Wire, Razorlight

 

Direkt ins Herz.

 

"You can't yell at a flower

to make it grow faster"

... Maybe this love just needs time

to blossom?

And we have all the time in the world

to figure it out.

Because...

"for you I'd wait

till kingdom come". ♡

 

"Though our souls must part,

time unripe to know

our love story's heart,

I'll keep us in hope's sight."

~ Angie Weiland-Crosby

 

 

"Wenn ich mich je verliebe,

dann liebe ich sicherlich

jemanden ganz genau wie dich

oder ich komm nie mehr wieder zur Ruh'.

Denn es war noch nie

jemand so wie du,

so wie du."

~ Tanz der Vampire

When you're not here,

nothing really matters

but when you're by my side,

everything feels so heavy.

I don't know what to do.

 

"We are sun and moon,

dear friend;

we are sea and land.

It is not our purpose

to become each other;

it is to recognize each other,

to learn to see the other

and to honor him for what he is."

~ Hermann Hesse

 

 

Somewhere amidst the chaos,

somewhere deep within,

there's a whole universe

of calmness.

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"An invisible red thread connects those

destined to meet...

The thread may stretch or tangle,

but never break."

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I'm so happy

we could talk today.

Our paths will cross again.

Still, there's the same question

going 'round in my head and heart:

Friendship? Or love?

 

Even if I was the one

who ended it all...

I miss you and your beautiful soul

like hell.

I know I can't go back, but

please, please, please,

let our paths cross again...

Then again...

"When nothing is sure, everything is possible."

 

Always getting back to this lesson:

The only thing that's permanent in this life

is CHANGE